Tonks

OKAY. oka y. I just have todo this now becsuse if I don't then noone can move on and evrerythimg just gets worse an I might aswell just say it so that it can just be over ohcrap

UM Chase. Hi if you're reading this and if youe not well. Toobad. So heres whats going to happen. Iam goimng to come and get my tnings tomorrrovv and i talked to Proudfcoot about it and she knows too becaus this ovb cbvoui clearlY isn't gettmg fixed right. Srry it went bad and has nothing to do w/ anyone else exep this is wnat is besst I thihk.

ALso she said I could take the couhch its mine anway and gcod fr sleepng on I fouhd out latley. & I 'll need somewnere to sleep whenver I find anew place.


Gocdbye then



I guess I shouldv'e owled this oh wel

[Hexed Private: Ughhhhhh this is really fucking ridiculous and I hate it. We haven't spoken in days and not even because we haven't seen each other. I slept at home on the couch last night and I keep taking weird ways around the office so I don't run into him. And it's not because I think talking about it will make it worse, it's because I know I'll just pretend it didn't happen and that we don't fight all the time. I can't come up with any way to fix it, so I'm avoiding it because that seems better that ending it. Also I don't know what would happen to the flat I guess I'd have to move out and that sucks a lot. Also some part of me still really loves likes him, and likes being with him, and doesn't want it to be over. Which I guess I can get, but it's just getting stupid.

Thank Godric it's the weekend. I can get the hell out of here and have that as an excuse.]

CHARLIE WEASLEY WHERE ARE YOU?

[Hexed Private: Note to self: When the moon LOOKS full it might actually be a day to early, so no more jumping the gun. Not going to make THAT mistake again. Ha. Good job, self!]


[Hexed to Remus: Is it awkward if I
Now that you know I'm not sure if
I still worry, you know

Hi. Erm. I wasn't sure if... you know. I should let you know or remind you or whatever you want to call it. About coming by, I mean.

Sorry, this is awkward. Nevermind, I'll just I don't really mean for it to be it's just... you know.]


Oi, can you believe October's half-over already? I hardly realised it had started, I've been so busy. I usually rather like October, too, but I'm not so sure about this one. I'll be pulling an all-nighter tonight just to get caught up.

Merlin, it's like being back in school, but without all of the bullshit that's going on there right now doing things I actually LIKE to do. Well, mostly. Unless it's follow-up reports on Betsy St. James' next-door neighbour, whom she's convinced is housing You-Know-Who's second cousin (twice removed) disguised as a nine-year-old springer spaniel named Turk. Alas. It would be a whole lot easier to deal with if dear old Betsy would just stop trying to feed the poor dog potions to "transfigure it back" and just let us all get on with it.

( Hexed Private )

[Hexed to the Order: I'm sorry I haven't been around lately. I'd really like to be but I'm trying to avoid suspicion and questions from my boyfriend roommates, and somehow it turned into nearly a week since I've talked to anyone aside from Kingsley and Moody around the office. I'm sure I would've heard about anything that's been going on, but... has anything been going on?]

( Hexed to Remus )

I'm bored. Most of that because there's a whole lot less to do at home but I've been here for days so no one can really fault me on that, right? So I shall now make a half-hearted attempt to entertain myself with my journal! (Cue dramatic music.)

Question of the Day: If you were a breakfast food, what would you be? (Yes, I know that was lame, but... give me a break. I'll come up with a better one next time.)

Who: Tonks and Lupin
Where: Remus's room at 12 Grimmauld Place
When: The night before the September full moon.
Rating: PG

( If someone had told him he'd have a girl in his bed that evening, he might have been a bit more excited to run home. Until they told him that said girl was Sirius' baby cousin and that she'd be fast asleep. )

( Hexed to Chase )

Not that I have any real experience with the actual time period, but I have a feeling Renaissance festivals are something akin to letting Muggles play dress-up in Diagon Alley. They might think they look authentic and that they know what they're doing but everything's a bit overdone and too colourful and loud and... well, fake.

Honestly, I think Chase and I looked the most like awkward Muggles who weren't quite sure what to wear or do there than the actual awkward Muggles who... you know. Well, Chase did, at least — I at least tried to put together a "costume", thank you very much. In other words, I think we blended in just fine, even though playing dress-up for us was kind of the opposite of everyone else.

What's funny is the person we brought in today was the King of a member of Ye Olde Royale Courte, so they had to call in the understudy. Bit scary too, if you think about it. Can't say any more than that, of course, aside from it being fairly routine, despite the extents we had to go to getting there. Oh well.

Also funny is the wands and potions and whatnot they sold there — sticks with a bit of glitter and aromatherapy oils. People will buy anything. Turkey drumsticks and soup in a breadbowl, though? Totally worth it.

Still at work... taking a quick smoke break. It's all paperwork today too — nothing even all that interesting.

Chase, I'll be at my parents' tonight through this weekend—

( Hexed Private )

( Hexed to the Order )

I... don't actually have anything much to say, and now it's time to go back in. Ta!

Answer me this: why does everyone makes a big deal about the Ides of March but no one seems to care about the ides of any other month? Like yesterday, it was the ides of July, or would've been if July didn't have 31 days I guess, but you don't have to beware THAT. Yeah, I know, blah blah blah Shakespeare but who went and made him the authority on what ides should be the dangerous ones? Besides okay fine Caesar getting killed around then too whatever.

Erm, okay, this entry's not all that cheerful. Whatever. Hope everyone did something EXTRA FUN yesterday. Summer hols and all, if you're a student.

( Hexed to the Order )